An update - The roomate/ex finally told me today(nice of him to wait this long) that he would NOT be sharing rent with me anymore, and wouldn't be moving back in with me when we were supposed to move on Feb 1st.

So... I am moving home to Cape breton permanently. As much as I hate to do it. I'm very sad because one of the cats we had in our home will be going to shawn, which means I won't see him anymore. And he was the snuggler of the family and slept with me every night. Makes me want to cry. But I know I can't take all three cats with me when moving home.

So now begins the adventure of trying to get into the apartment thats available for this month coming.. got to come up with some major money and a way to pay off my past power bill so I can get power hooked up.

I guess this is all for the best but I just find myself heartbroken, as moving out from the ex I have a feeling he is going to ignore our baby altogether from here on in.

The baby is the most important thing, I have to remember that at all times. Still doesn't help with the sadness I am feeling about having to leave my favorite city and all my friends behind.