I talked alot, he didn't get many words in. We focused on fear and recent ptsd episodes associated with medical people and hospitals. Had terrifying body/dissociative memory of being suffocated, which is from a time when I was tortured as a small child. It lasted a long time and I couldn't breathe. T sat there and looked at me when it seemed like he should have comforted me. But he won't have jury duty, so I was glad that is over with.

Talked about projective identification he thinks I've been doing lately but he used an example of my recent email. Only he misread it and mischaracterized it, which leads me to think he was projecting on me this time . He didn't admit his error and proceeded to use it as an example though he attributed qualities to it that didn't exist. Now I'm not so sure about the PI. Not the first time he was wrong, but I've still been trying to figure it out, if there's a pattern, so we'll resume the discussion.

T seemed crabby today. Maybe it was the jury duty.