How does having emotions make one "blessed"? I consider them a curse. They are the one thing that I simply have difficulty understanding. I find other humans confusing and have trouble understanding other people's emotions. I also have trouble understanding my own feelings sometimes and I find that feeling anything drains me. I'm a hardcore introvert so being around people takes its toll on me and socializing for any more than 2-3 hours a day makes me feel completely fatigued like I just took a big test. Throw emotions into the mix too, especially when I have such a hard time dealing with and understanding my own feelings, and it's no wonder why I live off coffee and energy drinks because dealing with all of this is just way too draining for me on top of my other adult responsibilities.

Man what I wouldn't give to be a psychopath. I would love to be able to live life completely free of emotions; especially fear, guilt, depression, anxiety, or any of that other mess that only holds people back. Unfortunately, one has to be born a psychopath and can't be made into one so I'm fresh out of luck there.

I find having feelings to be such a drag. I wish I didn't feel anything. I want to be a robot of some kind which would be fitting considering the fact that I love technology a lot more than people.