I got concerned about STD's regarding casual sex.
It feels like an opportunity to jump for that I shouldn't miss. I thought maybe it can help grow me into a more flexible and confident person. It's hard enough for me to take things easy and go with the flow so I thought casual sex could break that barrier yet I'm not sure.
Moreover, at my core I want to actually connect in a relationship, as much as it is hard. A bit like in Disney where the relationship is built gradually, and accepts struggles