I'm feeling awful. No appetite. Want to drink. Want to self harm.
I finally got decision from my doctor that I can't get funded to see specialist DID clinic. Taken me 13 attempts over 10 months. I had to chase up docs at every turn. It's been rubbish. And now I feel stupid for getting upset. Like I knee this would be the result. Why am I crying. Gah I sound like my dad and that's even worse. I just don't know what to do.