I sometimes think I over analyze things I do or say as if all my choices are affected by my mental illness. I didn't choose the "good" setting instead of "better" or "best" at the car wash because I think I am undeserving; I did it because I am cheap! Sometimes the kids' music really is playing too loud. Maybe I am driving fast because I am running late and maybe someone else really did cause me to be running late. Etc, etc, etc...
But I keep looking at pretty much everything through the bipolar microscope.
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|Up and down
|And in the end it's only round and round
|Pink Floyd - Us and Them
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|bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD
|lamictal, straterra
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