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Originally Posted by DodgersMom
i hate myself right now and I'm beating myself up so much, i texted my T 2x yesterday and emailed last night, and 2x today, he replied to all, but i still ugh, this is not me. i am so concerned about being too much and never do more than 1x a week for emails. i am gonna apologize to him for like 10 min on tuesday. i feel so awful.
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I understand oh so well the self-hatred and beating yourself up stuff.
It's a terrible and self-perpetuating spiral. I hope you can pull yourself out of it and not feel so awful. I'm sure your t understands.