How are you all on #148?!? I leave and you go up like a hundred!

I was seeing a mental health counselor up until last week. I liked her. But her job wasn't to do therapy, but referrals. So eventually her job requirements changed, so that had to end.

I'm bummed about it because I liked to talk! She was also incredibly fun. Like a weird slightly older friend who is super intuitive.

I think I'm taking a break again from talking about my problems though. Partly because I am broke as ****, and partly because my life is so messed up right now that I don't know if it would help.. if that makes any sense at all, LOL!