T..

Glad to see you made it back home safe. The first two weeks of you away went by fast and rather uneventful. Just one more week to go until I see you. In kind of wished I could get in earlier since I am pretty sure you are going back to work on Monday.

Oh hey, did you notice.. I HAVEN'T EMAILED YOU!!!!!!

But- things are going south now. M moved back to town. I have decisions to make. Everyday I feel more disgusted with myself. The things I've done, the fact that I still struggle with doing it. The weight I have gained. It's all just gross. I'm disgusting... I hate myself.

I am keeping this in..