It was an odd session in a way. I didn't have anything especially on my mind & told him that at the beginning. He said we could do a check in on my progress. He asked me how it made me feel having to pay him for the sessions, which I found odd. Then he said that although it's lovely to have a 'chat' he wanted to make sure he was doing the best for me. He wondered if maybe it was time to be a little more challenging. I wasn't aware of just going & having a 'chat' & said that sometimes when we were talking lots of things just came up. He then said, when you come in & say that you are feeling good & don't know what to talk about today (again) he wonders if he is actually doing the right thing by me. That confused me & I said that I often come in with stuff I need to talk about, but sometimes when things are more settled, I don't necessarily have something on my mind.
Having thought about what he said in session, I'm not sure what he's trying to get at? Does he think I'm wasting both his & my time, or maybe he thinks I'm boring? I'm feeling a bit like I've done something wrong, but don't know what it is?