I know the feeling of keeping it a secret. It was a secret i kept from my mom until just recently. Surprisingly she understood completely, and does not discourage me, or talk to me as if this is ridiculous. I do understand that others wont share that feeling however.

You can beat this. I understand how you feel. You are very strong, regardless of the reason.

Im here if you need to chat.
Take care......you are stronger than this. So am i.

Colleen