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Originally Posted by Kotomi
I don't even know if I put this in the right section... Sorry if it's in the worng section, anyways.
Aah, so, back to the title.
My personality is constantly changing and I'm not sure what to do with it. For example, I'll be typing up a post with em ranting about something -- but then I'll just stop once I finish it and then hold down the backspace button and then call myself stupid for ranting. I'll be very depressed one moment and then it will just go away.
At times, I'll just have a short temper and will snap at anybody. Usually scaring them off.. Then after that I'll feel lonely because I scared people off and nobody really would like to talk to me when I'm angry -- for no reason. =\
It's really confusing me now. I don't know what to think of emotions anymore. I can be totally blunt at times but then later I'll look back and get upset with myself for being so un-sympathetic.. I can't tell if what I'm feeling is real.
I don't know.  |
Sounds like you are not allowing yourself. I agree with silentwhisper on this. If you were corrected for your feelings growing up, you might be second guessing yourself, no confidence. So, what to do? I dunno. I'm the same way. I've just shut up now, become way to passive. I'm thinking this is not the way to go. So, let us know what you discover, ok? I say if you catch yourself ranting on this website, do it. No more backspacing, online or in life.
Peace.