Well I must have finally fallen asleep around 6, woke up around 1130.
Had some weird dreams that i can semi remember.
Feeling okay, but sort of lonely I think. I'm supposed to go to the boardwalk and listen to a concert from the beach (we don't have tix and didn't want to pay for them so this is the poor mans method of concert viewing). Not sure I want to. I should get up and make myself something good and healthy to eat but I know that there is a giant pile of dishes awaiting me in the kitchen that I don't feel like dealing with right now.

Anyhow, I was just thinking that I kind of miss a wavy life. I don't know how to just be content with fine. It is too dull or something. When depressed I will do anything just to feel okay. Fine would be fantastic. But now that I am not in a depression, I find fine is not enough. I want great. I want fuucking amazing.

Anyway, sending everybody who needs it a giant hug.
You people continue to awe me with your strength and ability to keep going through hell and making it out intact on the other side. Take care.