View Single Post
 
Old Jul 29, 2017, 12:21 PM
LostOnTheTrail's Avatar
LostOnTheTrail LostOnTheTrail is online now
Human Feeling
 
Member Since: Aug 2011
Location: England
Posts: 5,818
Thanks, leomama.

There seems to be a barrier between me and truly being in the present moment right now. My nights are incredibly taxing, because the memories come out of nowhere, and it takes a supreme effort to keep them at arms' length during the day, which is effort I cannot afford to expend 24 hours a day.

The details rattle around my head at a frightening pace, and yet when I come to discuss them, I come up empty...speaking it makes it real again.
__________________
'Somewhere up above the great divide
Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few
A man can see his way clear to the light
Just hold on tight, that's all you gotta do...'

Steve Earle - Fort Worth Blues

'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin
Thanks for this!
leomama