I feel like I need to go IP again, I seriously don't feel like I'm going to be okay at my house for much longer but we can't afford it. We're already in crippling debt with medical bills from the past 6 years and my parents are preoccupied with my sister's mental health. With my parents it's one or the other of us, never both. So I have to choose: start an unintentional power struggle where my sister will make an effort to be "worse" than me, or let myself go without proper help?
I don't know if I can do this.