thanks for taking an interest in my post,

i live alone now and my mum lives alone too, she is registered deaf/blind but can see/hear enough just now, she also needs guides to take her out and me sometimes as well.

i was staying there when i signed to allow it to happen and i don't think i totally realised what i was doing,

but now its bothering me bc i added it all up over the course of 5 years and it is a lot of money and my mum is barely able to care for herself never mind me,
i just feel like my mum is getting money bc of me and i don't get anything, doesn't seem fair and if i mention it i am always made out to be some kind of idiot.

i get benefits as well bc i have schizophrenia.