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Originally Posted by Calilady
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Then he "requested" that I reflect on why it is that I don't feel like I can have connected, meaningful relationships with the other people in my life. I laughed, and I said that I knew why, so why reflect? He said that I probably did know from an intellectual place why, but he wanted me to tap into the emotion, but that it was time to stop.
Why do you think you have a tough time w/connection, if you could share?
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My trauma history. I have been hurt loudly and often, so I think deep down the thought of forging connections with people terrifies me. When I connect, I am usually hurt again.
Exhibit A: I thought it would be safe to connect to my T. Boy was I wrong.
I've also noticed I haven't called him RoboT today. Just T. Hmm.