how do you know if you are losing your mind?

i am not right...

going through all of this is messing my mind up bad

when one doesn't know who they are and feels completely overwhelmed with life to the point of shutting down so far they run on scripts and autopilots and become other people such as doing things the one wouldnt do or doesnt agree with or doesnt want to do

am i dead?

im in hell...


things are about to get really bad if i cant get ahold of something...
but i know i will fail, i can't fix this and things will continue to get worse...