Quote:
Originally Posted by I.Am.The.End.
I talk to my boyfriend about these things often. I think it's just the feeling of not fitting in and not being accepted and understood for who I am (since I have to hide these kind of details). I'm basically just playing the role of being straight and 100% girl. I'm afraid I would never be accepted in the gay community because they understandably don't like bisexuals. The trans/non-binary gender community is more accepting, but I just felt out of place. I can't have female friends, because what if I am or become attracted to them? I can't have male friends because I feel too inferior to connect to them on a meaningful level.
|
What if you just stop playing the straight and 100% girl role? Do you WANT to play that role?
It seems like you're running from the labels that were slapped on you by default yet, everywhere you go, you feel out of place because once again you're not exactly like the label.
Why not try to let go of labels and just be you, as you really are? Even just a little bit? I'm thinking it's the act that you're forcing yourself to do that keeps you feeling out of place.