In my deepest darkest depression, I was a sobbing drunk. I tend to internalize and drinking would allow me to talk about things I repressed if anyone would listen. But I would make nonsensical conclusions about them (typically blaming others). For me, it was a cop out.
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|Up and down
|And in the end it's only round and round
|Pink Floyd - Us and Them
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|bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD
|lamictal, straterra
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