ya we have discussed it often, he reassures me that he wont terminate me, it only ends when I'm ready.....

and he has no intention of moving, he loves the area. he has been sick before but gave me the next day he had open, which was 2 days later.

i dont wanna think about one day of him never being in my life anymore but my stupid mind always does anyway. although he has also told me, i can always come back and see him. even if 5 yrs pass, he will see me again if i need it