If it rang a bell that much. I'd highly recommend talking to a mental health proffesional.
I've been told i likely have a Personality Disorder... but not what one, annoyingly.

So i read about BPD and was convinced that was me. I talked to the person who advised i likely have a PD and should seek treatment. She thought that was one of the least likely ones i may have.

You may be right, may be wrong is what i'm saying. Best to go to a PDOC with your insight on things.

Take care,
C