thanks Pegasus
Muffy
Bipolar Bear.

the abuse was between 3 and 6 and later on
more at different ages.

but the main shadows happening was between
3 and 6. Have had amnesia at later ages
which was wrongly diagnosed as epilepsy.
I have a condition called BIH too much fluid
in the brain. More members of my family have
suffered amnesia.One was found walking around London
and nobody knows how he got there from Australia.
They went and brought him back.

I just have always wondered about DID and if
the shadows were dissociative.
The mention of trauma above highlighted to me.
I do know I have gone thru PTSD many times.
Mainly I feel level about things that I've survived
It's just that reading it happen to so many I thought
it might do me good to voice some of my own history.
My main problem nowadays besides sons etc. is
low self esteem and depression.Am taking aropax
currently since the death of a friend son in hosp
and my eldest sons traumas.
I appreciate your answers guys (gals)
luv Joey/Julia