I guess I'm attached to my T. Well, my prevT. Have I told her that? Yes. Not with so many words at first, though someone who isn't stupid could have guessed it by my bahaviour sometimes. She acted understandable, that it's normal to get attached to someone to who you've been telling personal things for so long, blahblahblah. I don't think she really understands it, not really, not how it feels, how bad it can be...
I'm still not over it. She works at the same practise as current T. I haven't seen prevT for over 7 months. I sort of cut contact with her. Answering her two emails since our last session with ''I don't know what I want or what I should do''. I'm feel angry and I'm stuborn.
Attachement sucks. Especially to a T. **** it.