Hey. Well I didn't sleep well again last night but still managed to get up to meet my friend and her kids and relative to go to a lake and waterpRk. I had a good time, though I do feel a bit of a third wheel when everyone else has kids and/or a significant other but me.

I even went on a few water slides which was fun. I might have gone on more rides but wasn't feeling great and the hills you had to climb to get up to the top were a *****h. I hate that my bad foot plus my being out of shape are affecting me from easily doing what I want. It's frustrating and mkes me feel like crap that while trying to deal with my fuucked up brain I totally neglected taking better care of my body I'm trying to lose weight and exercise more but it sometimes feels futile.

Anywaay I am off to make stuffed zuccchini for dinner. Have a great evening everyone.