Now I remember why I don't leave the house anymore.
I went out for the first time in two weeks this afternoon with my grandma and my mom. We had a nice lunch and decided to go to the mall afterward for a short trip.

The mall was hell. My anxiety goes up when I'm in public, so naturally the amount of tics I have also goes up. I was exhausted within 15 minutes of entering the mall, dragging my feet, barely able to keep my eyes open and drenched in sweat by the time we got out. I calmed down some after a while of driving home and eventually when we got home I was able to take a nap to recover from it, but naps after public tic fits are the worst. You can't wake up feeling rested after those, but it's better than forcing yourself to stay awake when your mind is completely wiped out.

Needless to say I won't be going anywhere again any time soon if I can help it.