My little ones want safe comfort and attention so badly. It's not found anywhere here.

I actually called my mom to let her know that my grand baby was in the hospital. She can't hold anything down and we were so concerned about dehydration.

I shared that with her and she immediately went to her own personal issues.

What!?

Give me a flipping break!!!

I try. I go. She does what she does.

It makes me angry!!

I want that too but it won't happen for me or the great grand that she pushes aside.

Whatever!!

Sorry. Venting.

Question.

If you could go back right now and see everything in a organized, coherent order, would you do it?

Does it feel safer for you to work through it and piece it together as it comes to you?