The hardest thing to deal with in mental illness is the medication. Prior to February of last year I could not handle the medication, constantly sleeping I could not do what I could on a daily basis. [emoji20] clean, take care of kids and cook. That is what I also do for a living "stay at home mom". My son is wonderful with me. He gives me notifications as I nap through the day,"mom, shower", mom cook, but my daughter 14 my son being 9 is different. [emoji22] she is saddened I don't spend enough time with her.