T knows I'm suicidal and often asks me how do I feel.
He can ask: "Have you choosen the place, the date and the method?"
When I told him I love him, he asked: "I hope it was not a confession before commiting suicide?"
He always says he would grieve if i killed myself.

I am straightforward about it. I feel safe with him, and we talk about my possible suicide quite often. It makes me feel sad, but i think it's important