ya I get that
thats why I said the word used probably dont matter, it is the same feeling till someone feels different

My mother was agnostic.

"a wrong is unredressed when retribution overtakes its redresser,it is equally unredressed when the avenger fails to make their self such to them who has done the wrong"

from edgar allen poe, Cast of Amontillado I have felt the same way in my life at one time,so I did not mean to sound arbitrary before...this is probably the best story their is on vengeance...I memorized a good part of it in about 8th grade

I have hated life before...only it was to hard for me to get vengeance on that LOL