Very anxious. I have to leave for five weeks tomorrow... leave my apartment on Aug 1.... but last year on Aug 1 I also had to leave because of a big fire. I was homeless after that and was never allowed back except to salvage my things. I am trying to say this year it isn't a fire, I am just happening to leave on the same day, I won't be homeless and I can go back home at the end of the trip.

But it is very hard to see it this way.