This is my first time at a support forum. I was diagnosed with depression about a year ago. I am now taking Lexapro. It helps most of the time but at night I just seem to lose it. I keep my schedule hectic. I'm questioning whether that is good or bad. It helps keep my mind from wondering, but I just wonder if I would be happier taking it slower. All of you guys seem way older than me (no offense) and I was just wondering what your lives were like in highschool. It's been really tough for me to get through the last couple of days. I guess it's cause almost all of my friends are deserting me. They don't want to hang around me cause i'm a "goody-goody". They feel uncomfortable doing inappropriate things around me and so they just don't want me around at all. It really hurts cause I've always needed support and I was accepted by them and now for the first time it's like no one accepts me for me. I don't even know who me is anymore? I just need someone to count on, anyone.