I don't think IOP could help me with my second guessing things. There's no Pdoc in IOP. I'm just so ****en tired. I have to do so much for this coming year starts and I've done nothing. I still have to sign my lease again. We're suppose to have a teachers meeting tomorrow and I haven't been out of bed before 2 pm for awhile. I'm so scared my paranoia will kick up with the start of the school year. I wish things were easier. It's not like things are bad or difficult it's us that's the problem.