New T hasn't suggested it but school starts soon and I'd have no ride anyway. I don't teach the classes but I organize them for my husband to teach them. I can't teach children they make me nervous. I only see her every two weeks or less depending on our schedule. Now that School starts I'll see T less. I'm dealing, not well, but I'm alive and I don't have any plans to change that. T wants me to work on my blog but writing things make them real and I can't bring myself to do that.