I feel sad, angry, and pathetic. Earlier, I was "coping," but the depression is caving in. When will these feelings go away? These feelings are really intense right now. This Bipolar illness....it makes it so hard to even make changes. When I feel depressed, it's hard to get motivated or feel confident about anything. I'd like things to change, but I lack energy, don't know where to start, and everything seems to trigger me.