I have an appt next week to see a new pdoc. I have no idea what to say. I feel "nothing". Just blank. Years of being depressed and anxious etc. I guess I've already given up so what am I suppose to say to her? I'm tired of taking meds and especially the trial and error. But I'm afraid she's going to see that meds haven't really done anything for me and recommend ECT. My old pdoc was going to refer me to her years ago because she does ECT but I didn't want to go that route. Now I just happen to be going to her because she's the only one I can find who accepts my ins.
I had been looking forward to this appt because I need relief from depression and anxiety. But it just seems like this is what my life is always going to be and trying new meds is just going to make it worse.
Have you been like me and just don't know what to say to a new pdoc because you just feel lost, blank and though of course you haven't tried EVERYTHING you feel like you have?