I don't think latuda is working out for me. I have such intense anxiety I'm going crazy. I can't be happy about my new job because I'm certain my old supervisor is going to spill the beans about why I was fired and they will rescind the offer because I wasn't completely honest in my interview. Never mind that I already filled out paperwork to get started. I'm sure it will fall through. And usually I can reason my way out of my anxiety but it's not working.

If it's not this thing it's another. I can't eat. I can't sleep. I can't relax because of the restlessness. I can't be happy. I'm not in an episode at all but I can't take this anxiety. What's the point of lowering the dose if I can't raise it again if things get bad? **** this.

I see my nurse on August 10 and I'm going to tell her it's not working out. My only other hope is vraylar. That's a new one. Supposed to have less side effects than other meds but who knows. Weight gain is a side effect but what can I do? None of the neutral ones work for me.

I hate that invega raised my prolactin so much. I didn't want to do this med experimentation again. It worked so well. But I guess that's what happens.

I know I shouldn't stop it on my own but I didn't take it today just to see if that helps. Not so far. I see my therapist today so I will talk to her about all this. I'm miserable.