Last night my boyfriend convinced me to go to an event. I mainly just went off on my own so he could talk to groups of people without worrying about me. Besides, it feels so awkward not having anything to say.

What bothers me, is that this was something I used to enjoy doing. I've actually felt happiness from it and I rarely feel that from anything. But I'm not supposed to be there (separate issue where the person in charge kicked me to the sidelines). Somehow, I was still included (I'm impressed that I wasn't left out by default) so it wasn't the worst it could be. Oh well, probably the last time I'll be there.

In reference to the topic of this thread, I feel I've learned to just exit group conversations where I have nothing to say or just don't join. That way my boyfriend can participate and if he's done talking with them, he knows where to find me. Although, he really should spend the night talking to everyone else. He can just talk to me afterwards.