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Old Aug 01, 2017, 10:20 AM
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Originally Posted by shattered sanity View Post
I don't feel bad, I don't feel guilty.

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I think the only thing I feel bad for sometimes is myself not being able to rely on a family, not having a family to go too for support, and I often blame myself for being abused (which I know is a bad thing, and it wasn't my fault), but it feels that way at times.

you think well.. am I this horrible unlovable person everyone says you are?

and you come round to the ultimate conclusion, yes... yes you are.

it sucks.

question:

are their times in your life that you simply don't talk about because it is too painfull even for you?
Yes, there are lots of times like this. Sometimes I know they happened and can't say the words because it is too much to handle safely. Other times I forget and then remember and then forget again and then I remember but forget that I forgot and tell my therapist again which is how I find out that they already know. Other times I know the memories are there inside somewhere but I just can't get to them- I say that "someone else has those memories right now, not me."

I put some pictures of the book in the bottom of my reply I like this book a lot.

If you could make up some alternate story about where you come from that doesn't involve your abusers/family of origin/ biological people, what would your story be?
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