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Originally Posted by divine1966
I don't think that grandma would be able to help with job either. She seems too fragile.
If you need a job, you can fill appilicatiin online or go to places and ask if they hire, or look for adverts online or newspapers. You might want to ask your therapist to help you fill out applications. Maybe she can give you ideas. Maybe you can start with part time job? Something simple. Also call your psychiatrist tomorrow and tell him that you have been in bed for two months. Just see what he says. No way he'd say "oh that's great".
You need to start advocating for yourself. There is no other way. You can't keep waiting for someone to come save you. That's just how it is.
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I tried all those things but I still feel alone and like I need someone.
My need(s) have been pushed aside since childhood and I don't know that I can fulfill them myself. That is how it is. I get up and stop typing on my phone and I stare into empty room. Do not know what to do. Nobody cares about it. I need help... If I knew how to live differently I would already and I would not be looking for someone.
I was abroad for two years on my own so like I said, it would have happened.