((((Rose))))

As my stepdad was on his deathbed, he encouraged my mom to get out of the house and find herself.
He was bedridden those last 10months in their home. My gram came and I came to be there, as well as, having nurses come into their home. He was 46.
Gosh he was practically in tears sometimes if he was curt with her. He said being in pain as he was, he didn't feel himself, but it was no excuse.

I say let him head to rehab. Give yourself some time. I'm so sorry that it's hard. And maybe your own pain creates a blindspot to those darker brooding moods?