I'm an admin assistant at a rehab. Mostly now actually, I manage money, my responsibilities have morphed, my stress levels and anxiety has risen.
Nothing against this job itself, but working is just getting to me again, I'm reaching "that point" and been trying to stave it off and avoid it for months.
So tired of waking up wishing I had died in my sleep instead of having to go to work, or wishing I will get into a terrible accident on my commute there...
I keep finding excuses to skip work and I'm legitimately sick wayyyy too often. Maybe they'll fire me and I can collect unemployment.
Wish I was a stay at home mom to my 13 y.o daughter and maybe did something mind numbingly dull, like data capturing from home, to earn some money and keep busy.
Sadly I don't see any options for that.
Who knows, maybe in the future,a bit of optimism never killed anyone.