Hi ,

Thanks for your info , it appreciated

I hope my app. is more than 30min. , I can easily see how a person could use several hours.

I really don`t like time limits , how long does something take ? , until the job is done or in the case of seeing a counselor , enough time so you might feel better on the way home.

Of course if this were a perfect world , we would not need therapist !! LOL

Sometimes I feel ok , other times I feel great and think I can do this or that and other times I feel so bad I just want to crawl under a rock and the pain is so bad , I never get emotional , I just hurt , all over , like I just went 12 rounds with a young Rocky Balboa !!

Just when I think I have a handle on things , the wind blows in a new direction , and I am back in the dumps.

Being here and getting advice and help , and helping out where ever I can , is so great , I mean really.

It feels like if I can place my thoughts on helping others , then I don`t have to worry about mine. Putting in that way may sound selfish , but my sincerity is very real.

I find my self talking to strangers , saying hello , holding doors offer to help whenever and wherever , just so I don`t have to think about me. It`s great to help others , it would be really great if have the helping was done I liked myself , I am just so lonely .

OK , I am not going to bum out the whole forum , get a grip kid !!

Anyway , thanks for hearing me or reading me , or whatever

Later and as always , if anyone needs anything or support , just PM me

KP 