I made my first ever attempt at SH last night. And I have a new idea to try for tonight. I know this isn't healthy, but I have it in my head now. I slept most of the afternoon. I'm sinking. I don't have insurance right now, so I'm unsure if I can go to the hospital. I don't even know if it's worth it because I'm broke anyway, so how am I going to get any med changes?