I talked to my doctor and she insisted I try the 300mg. So far I went from sleeping like a baby for the first time in 2-3years to back to the same old horrible 2-3 hours of sleep I was at before. I don't feel tired surprisingly enough. I don't feel depressed, but like you mentioned, I am just sort of numb.

For me, numb is both calming and scary. I am the type of person who thinks (overthinks) everything under the sun, and that's sort of stopped, it's odd, I think maybe I just don't know how to react to not being an emotional mess.