I thank you for your empathy and support. I currently attend NAMI groups and see a therapist weekly (though I just began working with her) and my psychiatrist I see every two weeks. Tho that may be changing, I will find out tomorrow as he is reducing his work hours to but two days a week. More ECT treatments, at least closer together for a while carries some hope but it's hard to internalize that in such a way that it makes things easier. If that makes sense