Sounds like a charmer your doc..
I'm on mobile and tired as hell so I can't type much.. But today was hell.
Delusions are at 800% and it's taking every nerve in my body to not have an unfortunate "tragedy".

Do you ever just sit and stare into nothing.. Asking yourself what you did that was so wrong, so bad, that I have to live trapped inside my own living hell..

God I wish I could flip a switch and have just a day without these thoughts.

"you'll snap out if it".. "go **** your hat" - I think was a fair response..