I think it's the destination - I went to Zion National Park in Utah and I was fine. It's traveling out of the country that gets me nervous because of the unfamiliarity of the situation and the hassle if something happens. I think the main reason I'm doing this is because I need to feel like I still have a reason to stick around - I spent a lot alone time this year and it wasn't healthy. I guess this is just a distraction - a nerve wracking one but still I'm kinda of lost as to my options. So.........������