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Perna said:Scary stuff and I imagine I won't feel like I did a very good job of it when I get home and will be embarrassed for awhile.

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I feel the same way you both do. I don't make friends very easily - when I try I just feel so inadequate or rehash what I said or did looking for my 'stupidity'.

My closest friends (both of them) use me more often than not. It's so one-sided.

Others that I think I might like to be friends with end up being ninnies or weaklings or I find some reason to distrust them.

This is my action item for the new year: work on my social skills.