Yesterday I was in Walmart buying things I didn't necessarily need. I was feeling good. A little irritable, but I thought "It's just because it's rainy I feel irritable. I have a naturally auburn brown hair. I saw hair dye for jet black, and thought "Why not?" So yesterday I dyed my hair, scheduled an appointment for a tattoo. Last night I slept 3 hours. Today I've been drinking coffee and feeling like I am the best looking guy in the whole world. Then it dawned on me "hypomania?" I see my pdoc tomorrow. I decided to cancel the appointment for a Chinese alphabet tattoo. I've never had a tattoo before. My mom called me this morning and she's like "What's going on? You've never dyed your hair before and you've never wanted a tattoo." I said, "Mom, I stopped eating gluten last week so now I'm just a happy person." hmmm...then I thought "What if this is the early stages of mania?" I already take 600mg of Seroquel at night so that should have stopped the mania for me, but I guess I'm just going to have to be happy for a little bit. Isn't that a shame?
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Vinpocetine 30 mg 2x daily
Bipolar II
Generalized Anxiety Disorder
"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." -- MLK Jr.
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